Sunday, February 27, 2011
What should i do???I have been looking for a part-time job but still no luck. If anyone that passes by here and knows of any job that is flexible enough and is in the night please let me know. Example like 8pm to 12am or 2am. Term 1 of my school is ending and exams on the way. Time is not with me. Hope i can have less burden so i can concentrate more on my studies but it is so impossible. Wish everything will go smoothly...
So far i have enjoyed my life in school, studying hard and aiming for good grades. I was hoping i can get the scholarship but i am nt sure if i am up to it and or reach their requirements. Best is if i can just find a job to do which is more reliable though i will be more tired and may not focus on my studies... XxRandall1988xX | 1:11 AM
Monday, February 21, 2011
Stressed out...Last Monday was my FOB test so on Sunday, I took 13hr of my time to study for it. 9am to 9pm in the library study area and another hr in a pub as i went there to celebrate my good friend birthday.FOB test on Monday seemed to have gone smoothly, just worried that i will be too overconfident as i actually find the paper quite easy.
Tuesday came, which was suppose to be the practical progress test but lucky it was changed to trail test run. Chiffon cake was crap again but bun was good.
With Wednesday and Thursday busy schedule, i didn't have time to study for food knowledge except to burn mid-night oil. I pasted notice around me at home where i was studying "DO NOT DISTURB" yet when my mom came home, she start talking but lucky i was on earphone so i did not get distracted. Just when i though it was over, she came over and shove a packet of food near me or i should say near my arm. Her intention was to let me know there is food but that got me distracted and whatever i had been studying and revised suddenly went blank in my mind. I was like my god, and went back to study from the start. After reading through a few topics, i realized i was in deep shit as i could not absorb anything at all. I gave up and went to sleep.
Here came Friday morning, went through and safely pass my food and hygiene cert. Followed by the stupid AHC speech thing, read what i have typed instead of making the speech as i have no time to memorize the speech and was more concern with my food knowledge that this. Didn't really get good mark for it but i can't be bothered with that subject either as long as i do not fail. Ended my speech 45min after scheduled timetable planned and have no lunch as i need to rush to food knowledge test. I personally feel i have only 20% confident in the paper as for the other 80% of the paper, i do not know what was i doing. I can't recall anything nor able to answer. During and after the food knowledge test, i was extremely frustrated and hungry. Went down to buy a pack of peanut and continue with lessons. At the end of the day, came the English test. I will not say is hard although i may make mistake as i was already mentally almost dead. Saturday was my Practical test for FOB and i should be able to pass it. With the bad result i think i might get for the Food knowledge, i am really on my verge to give up my target. Cause if i really do badly in my subject, i need to score very well in my term end exam. Not really sure if i can get the scholarship any more. I shall end my grumbling here if not Mr Nat will become stress reading this =X XxRandall1988xX | 8:24 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Pileing up of things to do and stress...Mountain of things for me to do with a lot of datelines to meet be it personal or school. Progress test tomorrow for FOB and more to come. No time to study, No time to work, No time to sleep and no time to relax myself...
I am about to explode soon already. Been quite hot/short tempered recently and gets frustrated easily. Hope everything can go smoothly although it is not now. My house underground pipe burst and now PUB says that our bill went too high because of it so applying to get it waived. My company paper works are not done yet and i need file my income tax and renew my company registration. Do not have time to manage my company and by right suppose to post up items on my site to sell for valentine's day but i have too many things to do already. Didn't have time to collect my passport for the pass 3 month and now my passport if i want to collect i must pay the making passport fee again.
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Now in library doing my time plan for IS on Tuesday practical progress test and will move on to study for tomorrow progress test for FOB. I have yet the time to practice for my chiffon cake and yet to even buy the ingredients for it. Failed the chiffon on the last IS as well as yesterday so i hope i will not fail on the progress test. Although i am aiming to achieve the scholarship but at this rate, i might not actually achieve it. XxRandall1988xX | 11:12 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
Mentally stuckHaving metal block now. Tons of things to do and don't know which thing to start from and with all the datelines so close be it my company, school and personal stuff. Had stop working these two weeks to study but it seems that time is not enough. Should i quit my job? But if i quit than where am i going to find an income? Loads of progress test next week with one coming up tomorrow for food and hygiene. XxRandall1988xX | 9:27 PM