Monday, February 21, 2011
Stressed out...Last Monday was my FOB test so on Sunday, I took 13hr of my time to study for it. 9am to 9pm in the library study area and another hr in a pub as i went there to celebrate my good friend birthday.FOB test on Monday seemed to have gone smoothly, just worried that i will be too overconfident as i actually find the paper quite easy.
Tuesday came, which was suppose to be the practical progress test but lucky it was changed to trail test run. Chiffon cake was crap again but bun was good.
With Wednesday and Thursday busy schedule, i didn't have time to study for food knowledge except to burn mid-night oil. I pasted notice around me at home where i was studying "DO NOT DISTURB" yet when my mom came home, she start talking but lucky i was on earphone so i did not get distracted. Just when i though it was over, she came over and shove a packet of food near me or i should say near my arm. Her intention was to let me know there is food but that got me distracted and whatever i had been studying and revised suddenly went blank in my mind. I was like my god, and went back to study from the start. After reading through a few topics, i realized i was in deep shit as i could not absorb anything at all. I gave up and went to sleep.
Here came Friday morning, went through and safely pass my food and hygiene cert. Followed by the stupid AHC speech thing, read what i have typed instead of making the speech as i have no time to memorize the speech and was more concern with my food knowledge that this. Didn't really get good mark for it but i can't be bothered with that subject either as long as i do not fail. Ended my speech 45min after scheduled timetable planned and have no lunch as i need to rush to food knowledge test. I personally feel i have only 20% confident in the paper as for the other 80% of the paper, i do not know what was i doing. I can't recall anything nor able to answer. During and after the food knowledge test, i was extremely frustrated and hungry. Went down to buy a pack of peanut and continue with lessons. At the end of the day, came the English test. I will not say is hard although i may make mistake as i was already mentally almost dead. Saturday was my Practical test for FOB and i should be able to pass it. With the bad result i think i might get for the Food knowledge, i am really on my verge to give up my target. Cause if i really do badly in my subject, i need to score very well in my term end exam. Not really sure if i can get the scholarship any more. I shall end my grumbling here if not Mr Nat will become stress reading this =X XxRandall1988xX | 8:24 PM